xide is thinking

where to begin?

certain issues were raised. quite a few, as a matter of fact.

it's like what jon said, the basics must be observed again. cos once we settle the basics, the rest will then fall into place.

i really need to talk with sheng on this..

i was thrust into the role from a very operational point of view.. but i need to work on the 'working on lives' part.. in fact, i need to work on it a lot.. i still focus a lot on the program, the nitty details that i should let my LCs handle.

say wat u want, i guess somewhere deep down inside, i'm still a.. high D? i still want to do it myself so i'm reassured it's done well.

and values and expectations need to be realigned with God's. i've lost sight of that along the way. before i speak with sheng, i need to be very sure of that first. cos the program is the Lord, ultimately.

it is a time of growth, really. i need to integrate it.. before it overwhelms me.