Time Extended

u know how in daytona whenever u drive under a gantry there's this awesome-sounding "Time Extended!"? that's how it feels like. haha.

i'm gonna be missing it for another year, quite likely 2 more. and, cos i missed it, i won't be able to go for whatever's planned in place of it.

sighs.

nah, not bitter about it. there's only so much u can be bitter about before u turn into a bitter gourd.

but i really wonder if there's something deeper that God wants to teach me through this tremendously long wait. i THINK it's been 6 years, since J2..

gosh, it's longer than i've been praying to God for a girlfriend. haha.